Transitioning

What does this word truly mean? To me it means the basic transitioning from one situation to another. The question is how you handle the transition, for me with my hair going from permed to natural is very very difficult. I mean even when I did have it permed it was very difficult so you can imagine now with a huge afro how it's working out. But you know what I actually want to stick with it for once when dealing with my hair. Another transition I'm going through is being in a totally different side of the country, but strange enough I can deal with that better then something that actually involves something physically on me, even this blog for me I thought it would be difficult to put into words half of the stuff that has come to my mind. But as you see, even though it's a little confusing it hasn't been that hard to really put into words. So for me to have to just deal with the transition of one thing that I really want to work on, that makes me happy =)

figuring out my life...

Why is it that we have to figure out what we want in this life so early? Even though our parents and people say you have all the time in the world to do things that you want and to figure out what you want. But for me I think you need to figure out what you want to do, because money rules the world and it's hard to come by these. But not to be to, to negative. I do think that you cant really be sure until you've done something that you truly truly love. And to do that you need get yourself into everything to figure it out...

does that make sense? lol

Positive Me

So my friend told me today that he read my first post and thought it was a little negative. OK I said maybe..but it is true! but after he said that he really got me thinking. In some ways I can be really negative in my thinking..especially when it comes to myself, because I always think I can do more, or just try harder. With that being said, I think I'm going to try and change my outlook about myself. Hard to do I know especially when you've been so negative pretty much your entire life! but hey change is necessary sometimes and luckily I am willing to do that! =)

btw: thinking of what you want to do when your an adult is hard =/ good thing I got it narrowed down to three careers all in the same field! hahaha

first day

I feel as if this is like my first day of computers. First off I suck at all electronics it's like I touch it and bam! it doesn't want to work. Say for instance this...What probably takes most people 10-15 minutes or less to start this step by step blog..It took me a half n'hour!..but of course thats me =)